Do you hear me?
Am I talking in a language foreign to your ears?
Are my words worth uttering?
Only to fall on deaf ears
A closed mind
Where is the kindness and love I once felt?
It is always my fault…
Never is it you that takes blame
Am I really that terrible person you make me out to be?
Perhaps it’s time to let go.
Perhaps it’s time to take care of me.
How my heart aches to think of such things…
As I scream in the silence
Will you listen?
Tears stream down my face in rivers…
Filling oceans with bitter tears of anger
The anger that covers and consumes all emotion
Fuel on a fire of indecision
Don’t throw me away like last nights leftovers.
Don’t push me away then pull me closer.
My fragile self is broken into a million pieces I am trying to put back together
I will do it alone if needs be
I reach out…
In the silence I weep.